GENESIS II: HOMOPOLAR, GOD DAMN IT! HOMOPOLAR!: BOB'S BOOK: ENUMERATION(?)DIFFUSION OF RESPONSIBILITY :BERT'S BOOK

"Won't You Be My Neighbor?"

Dear Rev. Stepp and Rev. Dr. Rogers,

Sorry to be imposing on you two like this, but I genuinely do need some help with getting everyone one the same page with our story's; a reset before I can address my Crystal meths addiction...

properly.

For two and half year,
I did really good in spite of this feud going on between me and the family of G. Robert Gary, SR. ThD.; completely walled in and cut off from society
by
bias, prejudice, perniciousness, prevarications,
love
(MONEY/LOYALTY/CHRIST STRONGER THAN JUSTICE)
and
even reverse "ELDERS ABUSE" by my own Mother due to a learned
HELPLESSNESS
know as "Unipolar Depression".

All of this only because of the realization that if anyone was going to be performing my drug addiction intervention, caring enough,

that person was going to have to be me."

"I JUST GOT
TO
BELIEVE IN SOMETHING(?)I JUST GOT TOO!"

"IF YOU WANT TO SEE THE TRUTH(?)YOU ARE GOING TO HAVE TO JUMP."

"With each day I love you more."

A reason wanting to live; hope for a future
without
possiblility(?)of a long term(?)companion.

If it's true,
"truth will set you free",
then
I'm unable seeing any reason why I should be unable/wrong taking everyone down with me
when
making that jump.

What's wrong with two less lonely people in the world?"

This is my version of Christ/Anti-Christ;
a world that has decided James Edward Avery, Doctor of Veterinary Medicine, gets to continue living?

"Why!
You're putting yourself in place of Jesus!"

"That's right... MOTHER.
As we are never going to know the truth as a fact
until
the day we die; that's too late."

I'm just following in the footsteps of Jesus of Nazareth the only way I'm best able figuring out how.

"A good man, as well as a good woman this day and age, is not without sin;
they admit, then expiate."

"They say it's hard to do the right thing. It's not hard to do the right thing; it's just hard knowing what the right thing to do is! Once you know, it's hard not to do the right thing?"

"Dr. Gary.
Am I correct believing, somewhere out there
is
a charitable trust fund in my name, worth...
MILLIONS?

Well, not at my expense!
Not without me signing off on it first!

Can't believe I just wrote that?

"MANIPULATION AND DECEPTION ELIMINATES THE POSSIBILITY
OF
CON$ENT."

it is not entirely my fault,

our story is such an important part of my story,
A DIFFICULT STORY TO TELL,

it's
NOT GOSSIP IF TRUE:

HOW DOES ONE GO ASK FOR HELP IF NOT SURE WHERE TO BEGIN?
One is able having a personal relationship with Jesus
without needing...
believing in the divinity of Jesus.

If the lessons to be learned from their life storys cannot happen without believing in the divinity of Jesus Christ first; then what's the point of believing in the lessons to be learned from their life storys in the first place?

GROW UP!

I can stop the crystal meths!
Just need a support group, a reason, hope for the future motivating me to stay away from itt.
As with any true addiction,
there will always be the craving that remains and the potential
for relapse; the reason
for
the addiction in the first place.

NOT A DRUG REPLACEMENT COSTING TWICE
the $
10,000.00/year I already had!

And this was just for one of two!

Which insurance would cover if I had not stopped paying the premiiums;
trying
getting my point across to my mother.

"I'LL PAY FOR IT!"
~(my mother )!

And the funny thing about this story:
I hadn't stopped paying for it...yet.

The reason I needed,
being uninsured:
a
CRiMMINAL
in
VIOLATION of OBAMACARE!

What I need, everyone and/or anyone actually, helping me get off the crystal meths (TINA) is attention... spread evenly over time: jail not the answer for anyone if we are all to be sinners; even for drug dealers as well as the cartel leaders South of the border.

AMERICA'S

CAPITALISM/EXCEPTIONALISM
AT

IT"S FINEST.

Either WE are ALL GOD's children
or
WE NEVER WERE!

To think any differently, then you are the greatest part of the problem rather than any attempt helping find solutions... honest, fair, and reasonable... to all.

Please, do not hold against me, the fact that crystal meths is illegal. This would only be bias, both survivors and confirmation, as well as manipulation and deception eliminating the possibility of consent.

But what can I do?

Crystal meths addiction the addiction all other($)addictions look down on; just another justification.

I am no more a sinner than those worshiping Gods...
GOLD PLATED!

Attention + Time = Distraction
(the treatment for anyone for any addiction)

I will take any activities members of your churches willing to offer unconditionally,
church related or not:
cheering for the Braves, enjoying the outdoors, birthdays parties, family gatherings, women circle meeting, etc.

ANYTHING!

And this would require us needing an opportunity getting to know each other better first,
especially you two of me;
preformed opinions having some knowledge of me already without all the facts even if true.

The Danger of the Single Story?

But it has to be you willing coming to me first and asking me joining you in fellowship.

As I'm wanting believing the neighborhood i live :extending halfway around the world in all four directions to a point somewhere off the West of Australia...

THE {PAST}INDIAN{PRESENT} OCEAN:

It can be no other way.

I'm not an asshole/infidel to everyone.
~(Haven't met{6}them all yet!9)~

Nor am I an asshole/infidel to everyone for the same reason?
~(?!9)~

You are going to have to tell me more.
~(i?i)~

Do not believe we've met yet?
~(Pale Bue Dot)~

Humility...
The closest distance between heaven and hell?

The first time, all three of us together, my place as this is the best place for you to understand the addiction clearest; one hour at least of your time...

is
all I ask.

If the answer is no: {only fair to all of us and not just} : me, the reason why.

{I can of Myself do nothing}

:As I ~(hear?see)~ I judge:

{and My judgment is righteous}

because
do not seek My own will but the will of the Father
who sent Me.

I do know the difference between:
conclusions and conjectures,
and
"an instance of the finger post."

I'm petty good at conjectures without all the facts, even with information that can be doubtful;

not
something I intended to be?

Then we introduce me to your congregatiiions before letting them decide for themselves
as
individuals
or
groups small both small and/or large

This will be the test
both
ENUMERATION
and
DIFFUSION OF RESPONSIBILITY.

As their are only two sets in the beginning:
your church can neither pass nor fail as there is there no in between.

{DO NOT CONCLUDE}
UNTIL UNDERSTANDING~(6?9)~ONCE UNDERSTANDING
{DO NOT JUDGE}

However...

"You can not be neutral on a moving train."

"One person trauma is another's lost of innocence."

Manipulation and deception eliminates the possibility of consent."

The Priority of True Worship
(John 4:23-24)
All true worshipers are sincere, but all sincere worshipers are not true.

"Worship

for me

an inner attitude and feeling

awe, reverence, gratitude, and love

toward

g(zero)d

resulting from a realization

who ~(6!9)~ is

and

who WE are."

With ~(6!9)~ being me and everything that has been downloaded into my brain. EVERYTHING. The brain forgets nothing.
This would be Carl Jungs Collective Unconsciencouness

Einstein's E = MC2(memories, MEME, CHRIST, nature, experiences, education, etc. )...GOD.

Far as I'm concerned,
there are as many GODS as there are people who claim to believe in GOD.

Well I do not believe in a GOD as a diety,
but
I am able having a personal relationship

with Jesus without having to believe in the divinity of Jesus. See no reason why Jesus of Nazareth can't remain a prophet the same as Mohammad.

I'm understanding this to be the "sixth sense". Maybe Muga-Mushin also. Not sure if they are one and the same yet; but we experience this spirituality differently. Very

important understanding my first 18 years within the Methodist Church small town Prescott, Arkansas... hearing impaired...and since.

"Experience is just nature cruel way of giving the test first followed by it's lesson."

"HOW DO YOU KNOW WHERE I"M GOING IF YOU DON"T KNOW WHERE I"VE ALREADY BEEN?"

THE SIXTH SENSE

With "WE" being not just the humankind, nor even limited to mammals: Just as much the rights as part of God's Glory; although not to everyone.

There is no such thing as:

FREE FROM LOVE OF MONEY! NOT IN AMERICA, AT LEAST, ANYWAY!

Either everything is a miracle; or nothing is a miracle.

THERE I$NO SUCH THING A$ ARTIFICIAL LIFE! THIS AND ONLY THIS I$ THE ILLUSION OF

"GOD's GLORY."

BETTY BOOP, M.D. (Banned cartoon from the fifties). Suggest you google this and watch. It also will help explain addictions.

Again...

with a modification...

"You can(?)not be neutral on a moving train."

"One(?)person(?)trauma is another's lost(?)of(?)innocence."

Manipulation and deception eliminates the possibility of consent."

All true worshipers are sincere, but all sincere worshipers are not true.

I live alone with one cat now; down from three. There is no point in me taking on another abandoned cat if no one cares for me: what it is I'm trying to stand for.?

"As a general rule, people should repay debts before giving to their friends, unless the amount used to pay the debt is need for a noble and urgent cause. The repayment

that one should make depends on the nature of the relationship between the two parties. For example, honor should be given to parents(CHRIST/LOVE STRONGER THAN JUSTICE),

but not as much as to the gods(HUMANITY/Anti-CHRIST)"?

But any help distracting me from the crystal meths with the use of human interaction with stimulating conversation a great place to start. We will learn from each other as

we go. You can stop and pull out at anytime. Just don't cum in me! That's why I would rather meet outside the church first. I've have not stopped learning since getting

my Doctor of Veterinary degree. And I do not intend to stop now.

My new passion is activism against empathy erosion and for the humanisation of politics instead of there being a politicisation of humanitarian aid.

Not only am I HIV negative, do not know how this could be? Did far less TINA on days working as opposed to the days in between. Had been working under the influence of

Tina everyday I worked since 1999 up until having performed my own addiction intervention Thanksgiving 2010; starting with telling Janet Gary, my only friendly neighbor,

living(?)alone across the street from "Xyg(0)d" and his two(?)cats.

HOSPITALITY: "THAT "D" in MATH! WHO CARES WHAT "Y" EQUALS!" :ALGEBRA

Attention + STIMULATING CONVERSATIONS + Time = Distractions instead of just more "BRAIN CANDY" or "DOPE ON A ROPE"

How can I help you, help me, help all of GODS' angels and not just yours?

~(Mr. Ed, Dusty, Jinx, Peckerwood, Fellicia, Ginger, Tinker, Trixie, Lady, Taffy, Missy, Landon Charles Fincher, Cruz Ryder Rodriguez, Lauren Ryley Fincher)~

I NEED TWO WITNESS.

IF NOT YOU TWO, THEN WE HOPEFULLY DISCUSS HELPING ME WITH GETTING IN CONTACT WITH OTHER PAIRS I HAVE CAREFULLY CONSIDERED. I HAVE MY REASONS REQUESTING HELP FROM YOU T(?)W

(?)O FIRST. WILL SHARE THE REASONS WITH YOU AT THE SAME TIME WE FIRST MEET(?)TOGETHER. If just you two meeting with me in my home makes you uncomfortable for any reasons,

you are welcome to invite other pairs I've considered:

1. Rev. Jill of Emory Presbyterian Church and Rev. Bert of Owl Rock Methodist Church; Why would it be "hard for a man to be married to a minister" and "is it true

children never really grow up until their parents die"? Is it? Enquiring mind wants to know.

2. Amy Carter getting to choose between, either her father Ex-President Jimmy Carter, Ex-Arkansas Senator Dale Bumpers, Blue(?)Dog (?)Democrat(?) Governor Mike Avery Ross of Arkansas, Southern Democrat(?) Zell Miller, or Miracle Baby(?)Timothy Tebow joining her.

Not only did the first two "GAVE AWAY THE PANAMA CANAL!", Jimmy Carter doesn't

OWN

Amy either!

The others are just to let Mr. Carter off the hook

having

to explain what he would consider evidence proving someone guilty of being a Christian.

I BETTER NOT BE...

GUILTY!

"A driver license does not stop someone from being a reckless driver (actually a license to be a reckless diver); but it sure would be nice

one

having to pass a test (baptism/communion not counting) before becoming a reckless

CHRIsTIAN."

In fact,

I'm actually okay with "creation/intelligent design" being taught in schools.

You just put the whole Bible in along with it."

"I do believe I'm a liberal?"

Last thing Janet Gary said to me that unfaithful day preceding Thanksgiving 2010,

wife... STILL... to G. Robert Gary, Sr. ThD

and

mother... STILL..to Rev. Bert, Jr.

having some problems;

wanting

to be a writer?

"Why not? Just call it fiction. All he has to do is make sense?"

"Science is just an orderly way of arranging our curiosity."

Serious Bible Studying

minus

"I work hard for my money and deserve to keep it!": Neoconservative Libertarians at best.

minus

"Hell! I can do charity better than the Government!": Religious Right Peckerwoods [angry(?)white(?)males] manipulated [boxed] by the Conservative($)Elite.

Glenn Memorial UMC and the Common Table's recommendation in response to Retired Bishops Letter requesting repeal of clause barring self avowed practicing homosexuals from becoming ordained ministers; believed to be a threat maintaining the size of Methodist congregations at the same time ordained Methodist ministers guaranteed a job when conforming.

???

"All Methodist are Republicans."

"This may very well be? Certainly seeming to be the case, I'm just now realizing, with the Methodist Church Country Club of Prescott, Arkansas growing up with.

But...

they're not suppose to be.

"LIBERAL(?)ELITE!" +/- "PROGRESSIVES!": Arrogant(?)Obtuse(?)Swines(?)and(?)Pernicious(?)Prevaricating(?)Wives with /without Pearls or Nice Watch w/Nice Shoes instead.

Anyway...

the more the merrier with: my :approval first ahead of time. As orgies work better with odd number crowds; must come as pairs.

The political catalyst: ZERO BE THE HERO! :Enumeration?

I would like some help in bringing to attention/presenting my case, which (the calling of a personal foul) I'm assuming is already(?)known to Emory University, requesting a

METHOdiST TRIBUNAL.

Believe this is the only way fair for all of us and most especially me; letting the rest, including my family in Arkansas, off the hook.

Although Bob and Janet are in their eighties, (my mother also still living and still driving her own car between Prescott,Arkansas and North Little Rock/Sherwood,

Arkansas); believe most of the problem here lies with Janet Claire Segers Gary having to be both mother to G. Robert Gary, Jr. MDiv and wife to G. Robert Gary, SR. MDiv,

ThD

And it is very important to understand...

my Arkansan family have not been supportive, in any way at all, I've suggested would help with the addiction; stay in Arkansas. My sister and Mother kept returning over

and over and over again.

And...

everything I tried explaining to them about my addiction and how it happened to be...

just fell on deaf ears.

After three years of this, on the evening of March 23rd, after my two niece and their three children (total?) left my house back to the hotel and me left alone with my

mother and sister again; the realization that was the last time going to be seeing them again threw a trigger like I've never seen before.

ONCE 1/2 gets their man; OTHER 1/2 stops working!

The realization that these two, my mother and sister shared nothing in any way of all the things I've tried explaining over and over and over, the previous three years,

with my two now married with children nieces: the thought having to completely start over with them with no guarantee of anythings improving, still,...?

"There is no greater agony than a story needing to be told."

~Maya Angel(0)u

Until I'm able telling the whole story to someone truly listening to what I'm needing to help me get off the crystal meths and stay off the crystal; nothing going to

improve for anyone.

I NEED TWO WITNESS. IF NOT YOU TWO, THEN WE HOPEFULLY DISCUSS HELPING ME WITH GETTING IN CONTACT WITH OTHER PAIRS I HAVE CAREFULLY CONSIDERED. I HAVE MY REASONS REQUESTING

HELP FROM YOU T(?)W(?)O FIRST. WILL SHARE THE REASONS WITH YOU AT THE SAME TIME WE FIRST MEET?TOGETHER.

Even now, just the other day, a rumor has gotten back to me: I'm even... HITTING... Janet Gary, now.

IT'S NOT(?) GOSSIP IF(?)TRUE. vs. Manipulation and Deception eliminates the possibility of Consent.

As my story, which is our story, not an easy story to tell, just need two willing take that leap I've already taken.

It's the only way seeing the truth, understanding me at least anyway, unless reason($) already knowing me?

"Life is like a game of cards.

Just because you lost doesn't mean you could have played them cards any better than you did.

If we are to tell our children," honesty is the best policy": we must FIRST make the WORLD honest.

If you are to bake a cake from scratch; you must first create the universe.

You get the god you have; not the God you choose?

"Donna.

Are you aware just how much more JOY BEHAR has done for your little baby brother

than

ALL YOUR CHOCOLATE COOKIES PUT TOGETHER?"

"OH! I HATE HER!"

"HELL! I DON'T KNOW! I DON'T EVEN VOTE!

"WELL FINE THEN!

I JUST WON'T SEND YOU ANY MORE COOKIES!"

"That 'D' in math...?"

"WHO CARES WHAT "Y" EQUALS!"

"Money's not important."

"LIKE TO SEE YOU TRY LIVING WITHOUT IT!"

"They shoot HORSES, don't they?"

"DON'T you make my BROWN EYES blue."

"Stephenie. Could you and Riley make your uncle happy not being so quick having children. Let's wait a little bit and see where this "global warming trend" is going first."

"I didn't have any problems with what the Baptist preacher had to say who married Stephenie and Riley; couldn't hear a word of Dana's. Cute though. "

"Oh! I have it on video!"

"I trust him to provide for me."

"GOD meant for MAN not to beALONE!"

(turned it off)

"I don't get it. Why are the ducks wearing beards on Landons birthday invitaion."

"DUCK DYNASTY THEME.

Landon loves watching that show!"

Oh please tell me he's not getting a CRICKET for his fifth BIRTHDAY"

"Not until he little older; more mature."

"Are men and boys ever mature enough?"

"That's true."

"Dana. You and Jon trying for a second?"

"No.

We decided to focus our attention on other priorities first.

In fact,

we stopped trying for this one."

Stephenie.

You and Riley thinking maybe adding a third sometime in the future?"

"NOOO! TWO'S ENOUGHT!!!!"

"Donna.

I'm not wishing for this, but would most likely be Stephenie leaving Riley because she HAS to work, and/or

Jon leaving Dana who's not having to work.... if there is to be a divorce. Jon job bring him in contact with other women (nurses, doctor, sales reps,etc.) and Riley not only not making enough; apparently not turning out to be another Tommy Tubberville either."

"You're not telling them this, are you?"

"So far,

not able seeing any reasons not telling them. They need to know I've been keeping up with them; even if just through you and mother."

Oh Dana! Wait until you hear this!

"Dana.

You aware that I'm known to some in Atlanta as "Suicide Jim"?

One date with me

and...

you just want to kill yourself."

"I BELIEVE IT!"

[all(?)laughing]

"They don't care how educated a gay man he is; he's still a faggot!"

We all want progression but sometimes we find ourselves going down the wrong road.

Those

who turn back first

are

the most progressive.

"When I die

soon...?

"YOU GUYS AREN"T GETTING A PENNY IF I CAN HELP IT!"

C. S. LEWIS theology wasn't PERFECT,

either.

**

~(CHRIST: TRUTH :CHRIST)~

“A truly virtuous man would come to the aid of the most distant stranger as quickly as to his own friend.

If men were perfectly virtuous, they wouldn’t have friends.”

-Charles de Montesquieu

"YE" are "MY"

friends,

"IF" ye "DO THE THINGS"

which

"I" command "YOU".

- John 15:14

"As a general rule,
people should repay debts before giving to their friends,

unless

the amount used to pay the debt

need for a noble and urgent cause.

The repayment that one should make depends

the nature of the relationship between the two parties.

For example,

honor should be given

parents

(CHRIST/LOVE(?)STRONGER(?)THAN JUSTICE),

but

not as much as

the gods

[HUMANITies(?)CHRIST].

~(Aristotle)~

Isaiah 9

New International Version

(NIV)

9 [a]Nevertheless, there will be no more gloom for those who were in distress. In the past he humbled the land of Zebulun and the land of Naphtali, but in the future he will honor Galilee of the nations, by the Way of the Sea, beyond the Jordan—

2 The people walking in darkness
    have seen a great light;
on those living in the land of deep darkness
    a light has dawned.
3 You have enlarged the nation
    and increased their joy;
they rejoice before you
    as people rejoice at the harvest,
as warriors rejoice    when dividing the plunder.
4 For as in the day of Midian’s defeat,
    you have shattered
the yoke that burdens them,
    the bar across their shoulders,
    the rod of their oppressor.
5 Every warrior’s boot used in battle
    and every garment rolled in blood
will be destined for burning,
    will be fuel for the fire.
6 For to us a child is born,
    to us a son is given,
    and the government will be on his shoulders.
And he will be called
    Wonderful Counselor, Mighty God,
    Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace.
7 Of the greatness of his government and peace
    there will be no end.
He will reign on David’s throne
    and over his kingdom,
establishing and upholding it
    with justice and righteousness
    from that time on and forever.
The zeal of the Lord Almighty
    will accomplish this.

The Lord’s Anger Against Israel

8 The Lord has sent a message against Jacob;
    it will fall on Israel.
9 All the people will know it—
    Ephraim and the inhabitants of Samaria—
who say with pride
    and arrogance of heart,
10 “The bricks have fallen down,
    but we will rebuild with dressed stone;
the fig trees have been felled,
    but we will replace them with cedars.”
11 But the Lord has strengthened Rezin’s foes against them
    and has spurred their enemies on.
12 Arameans from the east and Philistines from the west
    have devoured Israel with open mouth.

Yet for all this,

his anger is not turned away,

his hand is still upraised.

13 But the people have not returned to him who struck them,

nor have they sought the Lord Almighty.

14 So the Lord will cut off from Israel both head and tail,

both palm branch and reed in a single day;

15 the elders and dignitaries are the head,

the prophets who teach lies are the tail.

16 Those who guide this people mislead them,

and those who are guided are led astray.

17 Therefore the Lord will take no pleasure in the young men,