GENESIS II: HOMOPOLAR, GOD DAMN IT! HOMOPOLAR!: !{NO SUBJECT}~~

Dear Kat,

Don't know what to say except I give up. Bottom line, my grievience over the Terrell incident was never address properly, not at all. And it's never going to go away until it does. The trip with you to see your horse doesn't even count either. You were either showing me "YOUR PLACE", driving long drive to and back from the ranch, not counting faily good trip from my place to your place and back, or tending to your horse. No geniune talk there. Hope we didn't part with the wrong impression? Should have been obvious I wasn't courting you. And I could see you helping a bunch of bull dykes escape the stress of their world with your basketball court. I can just hear them now, meeting me: "YOU A FAGGOT?"

"Why YES! That's WHO I am!

You did it! My mother been doing it for all eternity! My sister does it! Both my neice! Janet Gary wife of G. Robert Gary, Sr. ThD(and I never asked her to cross over to my side of the street first!). Dr. Rouvet even told me once, she thought gay men were God's gift to women. She DID it! All of you seem to think life is easier for MEN!

Who says Humpty Dumpty can't be a man this day and age, who cracked working with a bunch of women; most definitely within the veterinary profession. Not able leaving their dick issues at home although never mine their problem...intentionally anyway. Certainly didn't kiss up to Dr. Johnson and Dr. Smith while debating polictics with them at their clinic. And once I thought I had all them female's technician understanding, as they listened in on me, ken, and mike, that I was a bleeding heart liberal, I'm learning do not recognize and opinion until hearing one not their own. And those are the only one's to them that count.

Not women moving up; just the conservative men are moving out! Too costly for the return on their investment! That's why they prefer to be "HEAD of HOUSEWHOLE." All they gotta do is tell the smart one's they are pretty and the pretty one's they are smart! And you've got you're selves a ...BUSINESS(?)ARRANGEMENT...within a business; competeing with each other for jobs. Job security is their priority!

And you female have to decide quick!

Try being a gay man with a mother like that. Wish I could have introduced you Tom! Big hairy Serbian with size 14 shoes without the penis to match. Biggest woman I've ever met. Might have been perfect for me had I met him within the first one hundred. Only an old woman named Evelyn Daniels, the closes I've come to the other sex; one halloween prank that with wrong, ending almost(!), with shaving cream up my ass.

With women owning less then 01% of the world's property now -a -days, wouldn't surprise me we have a tsunami of men marrying men; once figuring out the financial advantage of marrying their golfing partner. But not until first figuring out, they enjoyed that better than the sex.

A gay man once told me: "Fucking a woman was like sticking it between two slabs of liver!"

Although still luv my mother's calf liver and onion gravy; sure never wanted sucking that guys dick again! Or was that just a coincidence? Now having thoughts some more, didn't we all come that way! Wouln't surprise me learning some of them women, lesbians. And they were only surviving the ony way they knew(?)how. Putting out like all the other (white?) girls. No wonder so many white girls ran off to California with black men! Looked down upon by their own, all they had to do...find a "lonely pampered white girl" and treat her nice and sweet. And he thinks(?)she loves him.

It goes both way.

"You do the best you can until you know better; then you do better." Well, you would think we are talking morals here. And it most likely not. And I made the mistake of thinking you knew better.

Well the one,two, three by you, Erica, and Terrell was just as much a part of my supposedly "bipolar" and drug addiction problem as my family. Do not get me wrong. You've done no worse than anyone else so far.

Well my g(0)d be "Truth be God: Universal One Instead!"

I know your heart is in the right place, but how does a man this day and age compete fairly with women claiming to still believe in GOD as they compete with us more and more for the available jobs? Is it my fault I do not have a wife and kids...females! Men don't ...or do they?

Not when they do not have the time! Their minds so busily preoccupied with everything else from surviving wars and famines. That's not our world...yet...in America!

When a woman gets pregnant, probably closes anyone gets to having a break. Breast feeding....can't multi-task with that? Breast milk...what is that? Isn't it basically sterile pus? Probably felt good getting that off there chest too? But the second (:01) that child's old enough...man takes over (child labor or not) putting that woman back to bearing another child. Unlike male chicks of today's industry, (if you don't already know this look it up), at least daughters had some value...to other men. They were for lack of a better word...auctioned off! It was just as much survival as much as it was business as usual.

But don't blame all of us men for it! They weren't wearing high heels yet back then! Why didn't they just run away from home. Where too? Where does one go? There's always suicided? OOPS! Then there the story of two daughters by LOT?! Better than being auctions off to strange men depending on where they were? Weren't they sorta like nomads? This story just goes to show you, women can be quite cunning as well. So what if this man is their father (incest), it's still their child.

From what you told me yesterday about the bible study group failing, you guaranteed it before it even started, trying to shape the answer. You are never going to find the truth with any kind of language constraint. Just dope more or less the same! The bible is pretty accurate for the most part. But it's also art, dope; but without all the noise and distractions of today's world and all it's brain candy. You've got to have the imagination putting you're self within their lot with all of them, not just with your issues! And isn't the truth better for all of us in the long run? And I hope you learned a lesson, sooner or later, if having to be the hard way.

Do you not realize men and women practically piss through the same hole, as well as the excess semen? You've got urine missed in with it at times I'm sure. Semen not all that much differently than puss either, lymph! Children tend to be seen as toxin; but they can be sweet. Wine the toxin,bread the sugar; but that's dope and placebo today, even obesity?

IF YOU ARE TO BE A GENTLEMEN

I'M SURE YOU SHALL BE

YOU'LL NEIGHTER LAUGH NOR SMILE

AT THE TICKLING OF THE KNEW.

That's your first born son I'm wanting to believe! It's gotta be! Just before that awful, awful man takes over and begins to train his the ways of a man's world.

And Mary, loving daughter by loving parents (even upper class?), who by the books raised her right; the example for all the others to follow.

Now, this, sounds like a planned pregnancy!

Or, outright survivors biased. Well, at least until Mary,

became one night (maybe daylight) a dirty Jewish Cunt.

One big cum dump by a group of Roman soldiers?

"How can that be for I know not man?"

Do you not see the play on the words? Animals! She was too young to understand what just happened to her?

And she reached for the only thing she knew...

to ease the pain.

A completely sheltered priviledge life; no sex education.

Not the men the way she knew...

nothing like her family.

Try imagine having no choice but to mother that child? Wanting it dead.

And that's where Joseph come in.

If the world can be convinced this one, the parental one, the father instead;

along with the the Holy Ghost being...

nothing more than Jesus "thou artful dodger way" the only way he knew how...

getting the love of a mother.

Can you even imagine how his might filter back into the Muslim religion in a positive way? Why does Jesus need to be God with the story told this way? And it concurs into a single narrative better than currently being told.

Why couldn't this story have been told with a daughter instead? Should work just fine; this day and age.

IT"S MEANT TO BE CONFUSING ON PURPOSE. YOU WOMEN SUCK AT MATH AND SCIENCE WHEN IT COMES TO LANGUAGE.IT"S NOTHING MORE THAN PRAGMATIC COMPETENCE OR LACK OF IT.

But not your fault.

The same it's not entirely my fault such a total pig. Just the way my life turned out. That I had to break from my family in order to rediscover myself . That I had a surplus available to me through inheritance having made my life fairly easy, although gay, compared to others; before finally giving up on my mother and trying to go around her to the rest of my family.

So..I made some bad choices. Or did I.

You do the best you can until you know better; then you do better.

And now...

will move no more with the peripatetic wind!

Two nuns are walking in the park when jumped by two thugs who drags them into the bushes and began raping them.

One nun passively lying there begins praying: "Forgive them lord for he know not what he does."

The other nun : " MINE DOES!"

Still just dope or justification; and you're going to need a big one with this one.

Only after all the facts, time or too late, did I come to the conclusion what I was up against; three people who were not going to like hearing some of my opinions, even when overhearing me discuss politics with someone else.

And that could have been just one(maybe two) who thought being gay was a choice (opinion).

And it is if you think about it, it is:

to be or not to be : closeted.

But it took something different before realizing an advantage.

"Did you have a good...EASTER WEEKEND ...Dr. Avery."

-Terrrell

"Far as I'm concerned,

THAT WAS JUST A BOTCHED CRUXIFICION!"

-Simply Jim: One Pearl, Total Pig, Anti-Christ.

"But he was just being nice!"

-Erica

"Erica. Can we not agree to agree; that if there is such a place as heaven, your mother is already there if she stunk that badly!"

-Simply Jim: One Pearl, Total Pig, Anti-Christ.

"What! What did you just say? Don't think I know what you're talking about."

-Erica

"That's what I thought. No one was listenting far as I was able telling. But it was a beautiful story."

-Simply Jim: METHODIST FAG

Which one is yours faith?

Let me help you with this one.

Where does it say Terrel truly is a 'CHRISTIAN?"

You just canceled us out.

Oh! And one last thing. When looking at the picture...there are two christmas cards, one placed on top of the other. DO LOOK FOR THE TRI-UNION!

Please send me a reply email even just to let me know you received this one. And you are welcomed to come visit me at my home anytime. Am always willing to listen to what others have to say. But that doesn't mean I'm going to agree with what they have to say. But they do need to be reasonalble.

Should have seen that Jehovah Witness I made almost cry at my front doorbell, and I was only shaming them for not voting!

And I even had a sign in my yard at that time:

Did God Have Mary's Permission Having That Child?

Technically, that's still rape isn't it?!

And I had one neighbor, son of a preacher, whom I asked this question of first:

"FUCK WOMEN! FUCK THEM ALL!"

And I didn't learn, from my Mother and Sister, until after they left:

"Well, his wife thought you seemed just fine. She's a drug addiction counselor."

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Dr. Gary,

I just got back from Georgia Regional Hospital with copies of my medical records as well as those from Dekalb Crisis Center. While I was there, I spoke to my doctor, Dr. Parker, a small black women. I had just received another pathetic letter from my mother, whom I stopped all communication with, still believing her son has a mental illness. What I wanted to know from Dr. Parker, was my diagnosis which not told to me on release, as well as, what was told to my mother.

Bipolar being the diagnosis, I tried to show her copies from my blog www.twistedpurplecow.blogspot.com which came to creation, from my anger at both you and Janet concurring against me from right across the street. You may or not be aware, but over the cellphone with my family in Arkansas, you've concurred with my mother against me as well; being all it took sending my life into a tail spin. It does not have to be intentional to fit the definition of "conspiracy."

Dr. Parker refused and began to get nervous, anxious, in a hurry to rush me out of the facility. Very calmly and professionally, I told her:

"Dr. Parker, hate to inform you; not only have you have failed in your responsibility to me as your patient, it's ..not.. bipolar if good reasons."

She could not even explain to me what happens when I start thinking ...clearer... on medication that takes months to see any results? How would we know when it's working? Not even what made her think I wasn't thinking .....clearly...now? Making it worth riskng serious effect associated with those medicines?

Last thing she said as she pushed me out the door:

"If you yell at your neighbors across the street again, you will be brought back here."

That was all I needed to know.

As my definition of "LIBERAL" is honest, fair, and reasonable; believe I have accummulated enought evidence to justify my end,

the reason being:

Those with a supplus are better able to control their circumstances; those without are control by them. One is not always able to excercise good judgment.

"Those" and "them" being the day Janet started concurring with you against me, a simple honest man with a hearing impairment keeping distance between him and his dysfunction family in Arkansas.

I'm getting ready to find a civil lawyer to represent me here in Atlanta; one in Arkansas representing both my finacial interest here and there in Prescott.

There will be no more yelling and screaming. You will be amazed how much I've learned just living across the street from George Robert Gary, Thb. just know his wife; the resourses available to him I did not. All I wanted that day I scared Janet was some grandfatherly advice at that time.

My problem being then: how does one go ask for help if not sure where to begin?

Wanted some advise on where to go; not able to understand some returns with personilized search engine on my computer as well as an opportunity/openening for a mid-life crisis career change.

James Edward Avery, DVM is not unempolyed; just retired from clinical practice of veterinary medicine wanting into the polical arena.

Until you two stop concurring against me and remove that restraining order; you are neither liberal or mature Christian inside or outside a church. I do understand confict of interest, and why resistent to women as ordained ministers; do not have to respect yours, Emory University, even that of my family if not fair, reasonable with me.

Why can't Phil be a writer as well as a preacher, Bob?

Just call it fiction.

All he has to do is make sense.

Next move is your's and Janet.

Only then will I be able to forgive and forget.

Total Grace; not Christian Grace.

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----- Forwarded Message -----
From: D. Rodriguez
To: James Avery <jimedavery@att.net>
Sent: Thursday, February 6, 2014 11:55 PM
Subject: Re: Christmas Photos enhanced

Thank you so much I absolutely love these!

On Thursday, February 6, 2014 8:09 PM, James Avery wrote:

Thought you might enjoy these select photos accessed somewhere (?) somehow (?) then enhanced without my permission by Google then sent back to me I'm guessing them trying to sell me something. This digital age is getting a little bit to creepy for my comfort.

Then again, believe I'm taking advantage of the digital age doing something others are wanting to claim amounts to being the same thing...invasion of privacy.

As it is not entirely my fault our story is such an important part of my story, I beg to differ.

I should have every right telling my story, singing my song, to any and all willing to listen; as I'm am sure others are doing the same. And I consider anyone entering my blog (setting supposedly without any restrictions) and reading what I have to say about others no different than anyone entering my home and hearing the same thing from me in person. In fact u